Saturday, November 7, 2009

Way too long since my last update...

So, ya... Pretty much I'm a major slacker when it comes to updating the 'ol blog these days. It's not for lack of things to blog about, it's merely finding the time and energy to put thoughts into words.  Since my last post things have gotten crazy busy around here: The kids started school, I got a job & Brooklyn started daycare.. (I'm not so much excited about that one, but what r ya gonna do, right??) Halloween was really fun with the kids; Libbie was a witch, Corbin was iron-man & Brooklyn was a pumpkin.  I will try and get my lazy butt to post some pics very soon before my kids are fully grown!
All in all, things are okay most of the time, but I'm kind of entering yet another new chapter in my life entitled, "I want my damn life back!" I try and keep focused on other things, of which there are plenty to focus on, but at the end of the day I just keep thinking I'll somehow wake up and this nightmare will be over and I'll have my life and family back.. Not so much back the way it was, just back and trying to make things better. I'm not naive enough to think that's a reality, it's just my crazy-ass head playing tricks on me, but still, with my b-day and the holidays coming up fast, it'd be nice to have something to look forward to. (not that I don't appreciate and totally look forward to spending the holidays with my awesome kids and my family, but you know what I mean.)
Well, I'll post more soon and I'll try to keep the next one on a positive note!!! It's kind of like not going to the grocery store hungry... you shouldn't try to blog or talk to people when you're having one of 'those' days I guess. ;)